All I want for Christmas is...

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Saturday, December 19, 2009All I want for Christmas is...![]() So yeah, the fickle me had decided to switch again (for now) since the other blog that I have opened just seems so out of character. I have twisted ways and thoughts that I just couldn't put down on a white template for some reason, and I have been pressured to deliver so formally, which is soooo not me. I went on MIA with some of my followers and had closed that white blog for good. I have imported my posted entries though which really isn't much since I have been busy either working, traveling or thinking of evil things. Christmas is a couple of days away and I haven't even started my Christmas shopping yet (not for anyone at all). I figured that cash would be a better alternative for the godchildren, and might start doing my late xmas gift shopping after the new years. The yuletide rush is just terrible, people and traffic everywhere. I haven't even thought of what to get myself this year. I know I have more than given myself a treat after I've gone on vacation a month ago but... Just but. So here's my christmas list for 2009: 3EB Crimson Band Hoodie and stocking Hot Topic gift card (yeah I've been there but never got myself anything and I feel stupid for not getting that Coraline shirt!) Ballet Flats Chuck Taylors Hi-tops A 3eb concert in Manila again (Please, please, please! I missed you guys in SFO!) Books I think I've asked for the same things in the past, it's either I didn't get them or I want more. I just hope someone generous enough would give me any of these.
Friday, November 27, 2009Goin' HomeI'm killing time before I hit the showers to get dressed. They're driving me to the airport in an hour or so. *sigh* Back to the real world it is. We had Thanksgiving dinner earlier in the evening and I was really happy to see most of my family together and happy. I was stuffed and the turkey was wonderful (I wasn't that fond of turkey but this one was good!) It may take a while for me to see them again but I'm positive that I'll get a chance to breakaway from my normal routine and just lay back a bit in the future *fingers crossed*. My aunts are asleep for now, but they're all getting up early to take me to the airport and to go shopping afterwards (it's Black Friday, BOO!) I know, such a wrong time to leave, right? Time flies so fast here in the States, I can't figure it out. It just does. Wish me luck on my trip back home. I hope I don't get left behind again, or get stuck at some airport just like what happened to me before I got here. I'm taking that pill to put me to sleep, whatever it is.
Monday, November 23, 200924 Days Later24 days, 5 states, skyrocketing credit card bills to pay, a gazillion restaurants tried, unstoppable weight gain and a big grin on my face. That's how it has been 24 days later. Four more days to go and I'm heading back to the real world where the weather is way much warmer, streets dirtier and where What have I been up to for the past so-so weeks? Here's a recap. (Day 1) Like I said during my past entry, I had a blast for Halloween. Little did I know that it was mostly a welcome party for my arrival and the entire clan was there to greet me. It was so sweet of them to all come by. There was a lot of food, games and laughter. It was an awesome experience, really. ![]() These are just some of my family members, there was more who came in their snazzy outfits. :p (Day 7) A few days later, my Aunt and I drove to Baltimore City for a little bit of history. We visited The Edgar Allan Poe House and his grave at the Westminister Hall and Burying Ground at the University of Maryland School of Law. Inside the Poe House on Amity Street. Where EAP whas reburried. The old tomb was originally at the back. I've always been told to have that inner goth in me, and the dark and macabre has always fascinated me so it is indeed a dream come true to get first hand experience of his work and his life, not to mention visiting his graveyard after. For less that $5 you get to tour the Poe House, get to see some of his works, his personal effects and a couple of strands of his hair. Strands of hair from Mr. Poe and the Missus. It might've been just me--- but there was something about the house that was just sooo gloomy, probably more than enough for him to write most of his greatest works in. If you happen to come to Baltimore soon, this is the place to go to! (Days 8- 9) The day after mingling with the dead we left for Atlantic City, New Jersey for some food, gambling, hotel hopping and shopping. I've been to NJ a couple of times before but I've never been to Atlantic City. They showcase countless hotels, casinos and tons of outlet Inside the Caesar's Palace stores that would leave you broke 'til you're old and crusty if you don't get to restrain yourself on the spending. Definitely a girl's shopping haven, stores all a short walking distance from the hotel. We stayed at the Sheraton (I heart their pillows, they actually hug you back! I'm not crazy, you'll understand me once you get a chance to hug one!) which housed several of the gowns that were used by several Miss America candidates dating back to the early 70's. We stayed there for the weekend and headed back to Baltimore after. (Day 13 to 16) Next stop: San Francisco! (I know, we just never stop, Energizer bunnies we are, we just kept on going and going and going!) This one was something I didn't know about. My aunts planned this trip as a surprise for me since I've always expressed how I wanted so much to go to Frisco. It was a Wednesday evening when I got the surprise. We were having dinner at Chick-Fil-A then, all stuffed with the chicken soup I was having when my aunt started to blurt out that I should start packing my stuff cause I was goin' home. I had this ??? on my face all along when everyone started saying that we were flying to SFO the following day at 7am. You should've seen the look on face, I was ecstatic! My greatest wish was a 3eb (they're based there) gig close by, if not in Frisco, but they were in San DIego then which was 8 hours away from SFO. My heart broke but, hey. It takes 6 hours to fly from Balto to Cali, half the time of the travel, I was asleep of course. Imagine adjusting to different time zones every couple of days. It's a killer where everything else that your body does on routine have to adjust. We stayed in Frisco for 4 days and stayed at the Radisson at the Fisherman's Wharf. Just like Atlantic City, everything else was pretty close by and accessible. I've been to L.A. before and I could say that SFO is sooo much better. I heart SFO. =) I actually left my heart there on purpose. LOL. of the Poe House: ghosts, mystery, the # 13 and 160 rooms--- it was insane! Props to Eric, our mansion tour guide for walking us through--- he was so funny!), took a day tour to Alcatraz One of the solitary confinement cells of The Rock. (main reason why I wanted to go, it was the coolest!), had a tour around the city and the Golden Gate Bridge on a double deck hop on- hop off, Atop the double decker before leaving for a city tour. Chinatown, evening strolls and dinners (Oh, and the clam chowder is to die for!) at the piers of Fisherman's Wharf, Boudin sourdough bread and clam chowder to die for. =) and several trips to Lombard Street (one of my favorites!) via a cable car even if it was only two blocks away from the hotel. I heart Lombard Street! (A house here is on the top of my x-mas wishlist!) We did find that Jollibee branch on Fourth Street and my Aunts were in heaven--- I gotta admit, the Chicken Joy tastes the same! And did a little shopping at the Union Square after. Jollibee on Fourth Street. We left SFO Sunday, and I just didn't want to. =( (Day 17) The following day (yes, right after getting back from Frisco the evening before) they took me to Longwood Gardens at Kennett Square in Pennsylvania. I wasn't too late for leaf peeping after all. Main reason for my visit is to see the beauty of Autumn and nature didn't fail me. The colors of the leaves of the trees and the flowers were just breathtaking. Purple mums' the word! White cacti. Topiaries that Edward Scissorhands might've made. More flowers! These mums were "trained" to grow in a shape of a sphere. Outside the tree house. Beautiful yellow leaves. I heart red and orange leaves! Everyone wanted me to extend a week to be in for Thanksgiving (But I leave on Black Friday --- Boo!) so here I am, wasting my 4 days away relaxing from the hectic schedule that had passed. (Day 22) Last Saturday we took a day trip to New York to see Mary Poppins at the New Amsterdam Theater on Broadway. I've been to NY several times and had always dreamed of seeing a play on Broadway. This was my first time and I was in awe on how grand and magical the set and costumes of the play were. The actors and actresses were wonderful, nothing like I've ever seen in the islands before. Inside the theater before the play started. They don't really allow pictures to be taken but I did anyway, at least after the play was over and the actors and actresses took a bow. :p Outside the New Amsterdam Theater after the play. So that's how it has been in a nutshell for me (Man, this entry is loooooong!), aside from bonding with the rest of the family and pigging out on good food. Thanksgiving has yet to come. All in all, I had a mighty fine time, the 24 hour travel very much worth it. It may take a couple of years to come visit again but it has always been certain that each trip is special and definitely unforgettable. =)
Wednesday, November 04, 2009What To Do?What do you do when a cute 18 year old american guy who you've seen as a boy hits on you? What do you say when he tells you he wants to kiss you? Seriously? What do you say? What do you do? For a while temptation creeps in, and you let your guard off knowing that you're more or less making a fool out of yourself should you submit to your own demons. I don't even know why the possibility of it happening crossed my mind, I've never had any indecent proposals from anyone younger than me before, and I would have to confess that he's cute, his boyish looks and innocent eyes all gone. It's hard to explain but compliments matter to married women. You know, some sorta ego boost, some sort of reminder and reality check on my womanhood, that I am more than eligible for some spice even if I'm out of the market. I don't know if you'd understand, it may sound wrong but I'm only human to misbehave at times, see? And I don't want to even make you think that I'm immoral but womanly insecurities could resourface once in a while, it's almost the same as what pregnant women feel: ugly and undesirable. It probably goes the same for married, unpregnant women. I've been stuck with this thought the whole day now. Don't get me wrong, I've turned the request down as diplomatic and polite as I could and compromised for a kiss on a cheek before I leave but he said he wanted more than that. Psh. Kids. Hormones--- his and mine. Hah! Labels: random rants Tuesday, November 03, 2009Halloween '09It's 12:26 in the morning and I'm wide awake while the entire house is asleep. I have yet to adjust to their timezone. I've got TruTV and the internet as company. My trip to Baltimore was crazy, my arrival being delayed for four hours. I had to rebook my flight and wait when I got to Chicago because I missed my original flight. I was literally running when I got to O'Hare cause the immigration line took forever and I had to take a train to get to my gate. It was too late when I got to my assigned gate though. I was technically traveling for over 24 hours and was I glad that I was asleep on most of my long trip. Otherwise, I would have been pulling my hair out in frustration. 15 hours from HK to Chicago is no joke. I had to thank turbulence for lulling me to sleep. I was glad to have foreign speaking single serving friends since I had all the permission to ignore them and not try to make a conversation or be all nice and polite. By the time the domestic plane took off O'Hare I was literally dying for someone to talk to though. I just wanted to rant my head off. I ended up being seated beside an Indian guy who was asleep the entire time. We had small talk when we finally landed. The following day was d-day since we all had to prep up for the evening Halloween party. I found a cool costume at Party City. I had a difficult time getting something that would suit me cause everything else that I wanted was either sold out or were available in broken sizes. Even so, there was a huge swarm of people doing last minute costume shopping. Everyone came in a costume. We had a devil, a rocker, a biker dude, an emo guy, little red riding hood, a butterfly, a vampire, a cheerleader, a kitty, a greek goddess, Elvira, a pimp, bacon and eggs, a devil, a clown, a police, a maiden, a soldier, a mariner--- the list in long. I have yet to post and edit pics. All else is to follow. It was fun, we took my lil cousins trick or treating before heading to the party. We had a lot of grub and games thereafter where Brandon, my step cousin, and I won the paper dance. ;D Friday, October 30, 2009All PackedThis is it people. I'm all packed and ready to go. I haven't even left yet or switched time zones but I feel more than jet lagged. I'm revving up to get some good shut eye when the plane touches the sky. I'll be flying for approximately 22 hours (stopovers included) and the anxiety is just killing me. I do hope I get a more interesting single serving friend (in reference to Fight Club) since I've been stuck with old Pinoy immigrants, if not American bigots for the past travels that I took. I booked my flight online so technically I would have to pick a seat when I get to the airport (and I do hope to find the UA counter in the HK airport on time since the place is just terribly huge and no one could even speak decent english to direct you to where you really wanna go). This is me speaking in a zonked state. I've had only 4 hours of sleep since yesterday and I failed to get myself antihistamines that would lull me for the time being. If there's one thing I'm excited about though, it's me seeing red and orange trees again (Ain't that just nerdy or what?!). So 'til I touch base again, my dear friends. I'll keep you posted. :D
Thursday, October 15, 2009RandomI'm finally back from an almost month long hiatus. So much crazy things has happened since the last time I wrote. It's still raining outside, I hope it's nothing as serious as Ondoy's rage. I've lived in the islands all my life but I've never seen as much water as I did during that time. Spent two days without electricity and almost a week without bath water. Ewww. I know, so lets not go there. Every instance of rain fall was more like an air raid that kept me awake the entire time. Last entry was about us moving to the new house and just like everyone else we got a taste of flood, alright. I might've jinxed our first day by my incessant ranting but I don't think my keeping mum would've stopped it either. We weren't expecting water but it came, and it was gross. There was so much to clean and to get rid of after. But I'm just glad that my family and everyone else that I know and love are safe regardless. I could live with murky water but never with a loved one's loss. It's just ironic that we get so much flood after the fire early this year. I have now proven that I am unbreakable. So if any other type of destructive element would come my way, I say bring it! :D Bora week was supposed to be the weekend of Ondoy's wrath which we deliberately missed since we thought it wasn't worth gambling for. We knew there wouldn't have been any sun so we decided to ditch Boracay. So yeah, I'm still a Bora virgin. (I know! How much of a loser can I ever get?) Maybe next time. The Bora funds ended up liquidated the week after. Got ourselves a new TV and DVD player so it wasn't so bad after all--- never been a couch potato but I reckon it's much better than having pursued the Bora trip and being disappointed due to the bad weather--- and yes, I am saying this to console myself. I made a visit to a cardiologist yesterday. I've been experiencing a lot of palpitation lately and it has been very uncomfortable. My ECG reading shows that my heart does beat faster than normal but it doesn't seem to be anything serious yet. They took blood samples from me to see if it was my thyroid that had a problem since my heart seems healthy. For the meantime the doctor has prescribed meds for my heartbeat to slow down but I still have to come back for my lab test results. My vacay's less than two weeks away. I'm just glad that I'm finally getting some R&R. This year has been a tough one and I'm glad that there is something good to look forward to as it comes to a close. My trip may just be 3 weeks short but it's still me time. My supposed halloween project is a major fail. I have scoured Divisoria for the right fabric but it was all in vain. I might do a repeat on last year's award- winning (OK, I'm exaggerating!) outfit or get myself a new one when I get there. We'll see. I'll try to keep everyone posted. :) Labels: random rants |
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