What To Do?
What do you do when a cute 18 year old american guy who you've seen as a boy hits on you? What do you say when he tells you he wants to kiss you? Seriously? What do you say? What do you do?
For a while temptation creeps in, and you let your guard off knowing that you're more or less making a fool out of yourself should you submit to your own demons. I don't even know why the possibility of it happening crossed my mind, I've never had any indecent proposals from anyone younger than me before, and I would have to confess that he's cute, his boyish looks and innocent eyes all gone.
It's hard to explain but compliments matter to married women. You know, some sorta ego boost, some sort of reminder and reality check on my womanhood, that I am more than eligible for some spice even if I'm out of the market. I don't know if you'd understand, it may sound wrong but I'm only human to misbehave at times, see? And I don't want to even make you think that I'm immoral but womanly insecurities could resourface once in a while, it's almost the same as what pregnant women feel: ugly and undesirable. It probably goes the same for married, unpregnant women.
I've been stuck with this thought the whole day now. Don't get me wrong, I've turned the request down as diplomatic and polite as I could and compromised for a kiss on a cheek before I leave but he said he wanted more than that.
Psh. Kids. Hormones--- his and mine. Hah!
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Kaitlin posted at 10:18 AM
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Ang haba-haba-haba ng hair mo! Hahahaa. I wouldn't be the right person to give you advice on this. Mejo kunsintidor ako.Ü
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I'm the author of three published books and two more coming out later this year.... Take care and happy writing!
Revisiting sites I've seen before. Love your photograph and writings.
I'm the author of three published books and two more coming out later this year.... Take care and happy writing!
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@ Russ: LMAO. I'm still dumbfounded on this one, and has he stopped? Hell no. He's been wanting that and MORE!!! Waaaah. XD Lead me not into temptation and deliver me from evil, amen.
@ Patricia: Thanks for dropping by! Been wondering how you found me considering that I've moved. :) Happy reading! :D
Hi there, thanks for stopping in the other day. Just wanted to drop you a note to let you know I'm enjoying your blog :)
As for getting hit on, I know what you mean -- everyone needs an ego boost now and again right? Married or not.
@ Scott: Yeah, we do need the boost, but I decided that it should just really end there. LOL that goes for me though, I don't know about everyone else. :D
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